Can I hug you?

The more I know people the more scared I am to live

"I don't like cry baby"

"Mengada je tu"

"Weak"

"Show off"

"Attention whore"

"Lembik sangat, cuba kuat sikit"

"Why take it so serious meh"

this word makes me lost hope and trust to those who say this

even I label everyone like that 

I tried to fit in but lied in front of people just to fit in to this society... but sometime when I can't stand it any more I cried... but no one to cried to, Allah hear it

I'm so down

yet I tried to stay strong

I'm not that weak

I can be strong by others support

when I cried and confide in front of you that's mean I need you, I trust you....

but no...

I can be hurt by word...

I learn a lot from my sister

but

little by little

with patient....

but I'm sorry

I'm sorry if I ever make your feeling hurts

I have no intention to make anyone hurt

Go ahead and hate me, go ahead, it's my fault for all of this...

you guys disgust of me, scared of me

you guys would be happy if I died