Saturday, May 31, 2014

Sorenka 2nd Anniversary Give Away Contest

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Sunday, February 23, 2014

MANUSIA YANG JADUALNYA BERTERABURRR: Me

The process are quite tiring and hard and takes time (I'm such a slowpokes)...feels like crying... _(:3_ 
having problem such as mood because... when no mood my art work will be very fugly as dumb.... curse my perfectionist but FAILED 

but Alhamdulillah... at least I got the best result that I want... thou it's still long way to go... _(:,D_
I'm truly sorry... I'll try to make this as best as I can...
maafkan kecacatan lukisan saya...


I hate myself

ksooo meee (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻)


I was like wow... how they do that... such talent much patience _(:3_

Friday, January 24, 2014

Can I hug you?

The more I know people the more scared I am to live

"I don't like cry baby"
"Mengada je tu"
"Weak"
"Show off"
"Attention whore"
"Lembik sangat, cuba kuat sikit"
"Why take it so serious meh"

this word makes me lost hope and trust to those who say this
even I label everyone like that 

I tried to fit in but lied in front of people just to fit in to this society... but sometime when I can't stand it any more I cried... but no one to cried to, Allah hear it

I'm so down
yet I tried to stay strong

I'm not that weak
I can be strong by others support

when I cried and confide in front of you that's mean I need you, I trust you....

but no...

I can be hurt by word...
I learn a lot from my sister

but
little by little

with patient....

but I'm sorry
I'm sorry if I ever make your feeling hurts
I have no intention to make anyone hurt

Go ahead and hate me, go ahead, it's my fault for all of this...
you guys disgust of me, scared of me
you guys would be happy if I died