2 Voices

It's already hundreds times I've kill this feeling, but now I found this person and this times I'll give this heart a chance... but if there is no good, I'll need to kill it again...

Confusing between this two voices

Arisa : Why don't you give it a try, you've been suffering for years with this 1 sided feeling

Airisa : You don't need it, beside, you know that you will be rejected, there will be someone better than you for him.

Me :  ...

It's okay, I just want someone I like to live happy.