Lately my behavior are getting ummm... weird?
I'm easy get to angry or "merajuk" even just for little thing specially with my mum or even I'm being rude
maybe I just want her attention, I may not good and reliable as others daughter, but I'll try my best
sometimes what have I done for her can't make her happy enough, but I don't know how...
maybe because for her I'm already grown up daughter, yes
I tried to be a good listener, but I hate to see my mum tears cuz I also feel the same
no I don't want her to see me cry too
I hate sad thing
(CURSE them who make my mum like this TAT+)
Only me can do that >=3
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Okay ! Change Topic >=(
I used to remember when I was a child okay like 3 - 7 years old gitu laaa
I miss those memories
I don't like other or strangers that time
that time we lives in Scotland just for 1 year
I remember that even my friends are same age like me I always scratch they face although they didn't do anything ahhahahaha ^^" (kesian diorang =~=")
because I don't want them to get near to me
only this big brother (he is a university student), he is very nice person we call him "Abang Munto" we was treated like his own lil sis, he always bought us awesome toys and play with us XD
me and my lil sister Mizah love him just like our own big brother
(kteorang sngat manja ngan parent jugak)
after went back to Kajang
Almost every month my mum will bought for me a limited edition Barbie or any toys (TwT~ wuuu eceh)
we are not rich.... eeehh ehehhh STOP!!!
This is not the story I wanna write haiiiyyoooo =~="
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I wish I want to be a child again to be in my mum cuddles when I cried
my mum only pay attention to me and only me...
but now I feel Lonely even she is here beside me I feel very2 lonely
why do I feel sad???
Do I'm afraid to lose her
lately you have many things to give attention to
that's why I always easy to feel hurt too and just to get ur attention back I make "masalah"
I'm sorry
(Mak! Akak x nak gi memana, akak nk duk sini ngan mak TTTOTTT)
YA Saya Bangga jadi anak MAK! XP
I pray to Allah that I want to be with my mother in heaven
May Allah bless her and love her as how she love me
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