I'm sorry I hurt your feeling...

My guilt always haunting me to make me said "I'm sorry!",

by the way you also make me cry a lot my friend...

That's why I choose to retreat before the war is getting more worst...

I used to remember when you tell me everything...

about Dynasty Warrior your Lu Xun and stuff with your very excited mood...

you smiled and laughed a lot,

and that’s made me very happy that time because the person that I  have been thankful was Happy...

Every time I played that memory I cried...

Why our friendship become like this...?

I remember before your birthday I feel so happy, making the most sincerity present and meaningful for you for our friendship...

I feel very happy I met you I treasured you as my best friends, my only valuable friends...

You make me talking to everyone once after I was called crazy for talking ALONE...

We exchange our present...

I cried and worried when you didn’t talk to me, afraid that what I've done wrong to you...

You teach me to draw and to express my feeling, I train everyday to improve my skill,

I want to show you that my artwork are improve because you teach me...

Because you are the best person I've ever met...

I appreciate it so much our friendship...

I'd remember when the time I've come to your house, there are one day your sister cooked macaroni for breakfast..

owh and it's was very red, right It was very  spicy like I feel I'm gonna die that time...that was very painful...

But its okay you don't know even though I already told you I don't like spicy food... but I was happy...

I'd remember mum will buy 1 bottle of Kicap Masin cap kipas udang only for your present be our guest and eat our feast

even though we only use Kicap Manis...

Even Though there are the third person in our frienship but still I appreciated you more...

I'm not angry if there someone told me that you hate my name because I realized that I wasn't bring happiness but sorrow

I deserve to be hated... even I was told by my ex best friends in standard 5 that " I HATE YOU, I DON'T WANNA FRIENDS WITH YOU ANYMORE"

I met you in standard 6 Hikaru, I met My first Person in standard 6 Nobita, when I treasure my heart of both of you, my beloved grandmother and grandfather died before few days of my birthday arrive...

I met Kiyori in form 2... and we Three of us have been together in the same class in form 3...

in form 4 we separated because we are not in the same class...

I'm Glad that Kiyori where there looking after you...

In form 5 you changed school...

I don't know that time should I cry or not...

Everyone Gonna Miss You HIKARU...

After that everything changed...

I change My name my I into Arisa because I want to let Yoshi and Hikaru to be BFF Together Forever...

I'd remember when my school mate said I hate you turn into Arisa she so sad and sorrow character...

yes and she deserve to be hated just like me...

Yoshi means Happy Go Lucky, she has already dead...

She may come to my dreams to give me some spirits with her only husband Yuzuha Zukara...

I'm crazy with the song Titled Missing By Evanescence...

Yes I'm such an EMO...

I'd remember I was committed suicide using scissor and needle with tearing picture scattered everywhere in my room...

I was crying a lot... until someday I can't see clearly... I often crying and crying even though I just pretend to smile in front of people...

In My mind you must be enjoying your life that time...

I was being scolded by mum because my stupid act of committed suicide because of Friend...

I want to make changes in my life, I want new COLOR of my life...

I was motivated by Natsume Yuujinchou stories about friendship...

I don't want best friend any more not for me... No more special person for me... only my FAMILY...

Everyone & friends I have to be equal to them...

I love everyone who love and happy to be My friends...

If you wanna hate me go ahead... But I won't ever hated you guys because It's hurt to be hated, so why should I...

But If you really Hate me don't show your face in front of me, and don't search me...

 and then you said "xlah"...

Do you think I don't have any feeling of upset...

after didn't met for years and I feel like forget all the dark past...

If do hate Me just don't search me anymore...

Sometimes when I saw Best Friend always together out there makes me Happy and I wish they were Happy...

It's Okay! to be Solitude sometimes because GOD never leave us alone...

I'm sorry If I didn't wish you Happy Birthday, because that make you hurt more if I'm the one who wishing your birthday...

And it would be better if I won't

That's why Even I have Forgiven You But I Still A Broken Glass That Never Heal

I'm Really sorry, Forgive Me...

M__ May You Find HAPPINESS

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