Mika Updated Photo

 Manage to take some photo of Mika and My lovely Teddy in my room

Benjamin Wig

I use flash cuz not enough light for his eye reflect ( using flash can cause yellowing to your BJD TTATT)

Using sunlight through my window

Mika: Am I Creepy? ;A;'''

Using Mika's pillow for props XD

Taking me 3 hours to get the light I want.

Next time I'll photo shoot you again with proper props ...

This is where I always place Mika during work, but when I got class I just place him in his pillow.

See ya again BJD Addicts...

I'm Sorry

I don't want to be hurt again

I had enough of it

You're the one who make me lost trust on you

You don't want to let me go but You just keep Hurting me...

You said I've changed now, but remember again who's make me change like this?

I have reason to  be COLD

I forgive you for what you have done because you're my friends and I know Allah love you more than me...

but this time I won't let you near to may glass again

All this time I never accept anyone to be my best buddy, not in my life dictionary...

you're the one who chasing me...

And I already told you that in the first step you tried to know me more.

don't blame yourself for what you have done, it's already a passed memory, there's reason behind this, to teach us in life.

but don't repeat that behavior to your "dear"

your person will experience the same the as I am...

"Even though you say sorry, you apologize so many times, but you still doing  the same mistake, people will get fed up"

Leave me as I am...

and

treat me as a  friends...

I'm sorry

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It's arrived XD

WARNING!

(Don't read if you don't like dolls)

I'm sorry lately I'm getting attracted to BJD hobby, for me it is not a hobby but as my art model and photo stock, (I love toys, but my figma and revoltech are so small which is make me frustrated to get the nicest shot because I don't have macro lens) since I don't like to cooperate with real human =__=" sorry for that dear human, but you're more awesome living things that Allah creates than a doll / human made, which is really makes human more specials ^^

I made my dad buy this for me with some reason, thanks dad!

( I do feel guilty because of the prices ;A;" but eventually my dad offer a more expensive one if I like, whoaa dad you're awesome but no thanks I already fall in love with this mold ;v; so adorable)

dalam hati kalau nak tambah lagi satu pun boleh heee boleh kan? XD *slap*

yes it is expensive doll, usually in Malaysian culture this BJD is still very few, but in US jangan cakap, x terkira banyaknya :jawdrop:

Tiny Fairy 43cm

Pocket Fairy 14cm(don't remember)

Shiny Fairy 27cm 

Why it's so expensive because behind all of the making BJD is all done and fined HAND MADE, just like you buy a piece of  AWESOME expensive ARTWORK.

Buying a BJD means you buying the company artwork and you can make your own doll character (like wig, outfit, face up, accessories and more)

Usually during Anime Festival / Comic Fiesta Malaysia

you can see lot's of BJD displayed on some Doujin Booth.

(I don't buy branded clothes or branded perfume and I don't get crazy to have new gadget trend :oh!myenglish!:, I'm just live in average life, but why dolls? ;A;* gaaah *headesk* )

I introduce you my Shiny Fairy line, Mika...(just ignore those junk behind >.<")

Blue Fairy and Minoru World : Special Shiny Fairy Benjamin.

Pay using Paypal ^^

(will arrived in 3-4 days after shipping n payment)
This October MW will merge with BF and BF shipping is very expensive ;A;lll

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He just arrived on 6 September (will be his birthday)

comes with a special set (because I'm too lazy to collect 1 by 1, klu dah dberi package 1 set beli je la, kurang sikit, harganya klu beli asing nak kene tambah shipping lagi =_=")

He is quite good in pose's but the string are quite tight which is make it hard to sit well. 

But the other clothes I bought is from TTYA I use YoSD clothes for him and its fits very well ^^

(yang ni aku guna duit raya + duit upah buat lukisan)

Beside you can choose 2 types of shipping prices

Registered Mail : $4

EMS: according to your country (Malaysia $12, don't remember =/)

Okay that's for today before I need to prepare my Degree registration this 9 Sept (my Mum Birthday TTT^TTTlll)

those who are thinking of into BJD's, do lot's of research since it's very hard and "cerewet" to take care of it.

I do find Good information from Asenva BJD

First Time Buyer

Young Buyer

How to tell friends and Family

and more videos

 like she just said "do lots and lots of research before buying something"

Thanks for Reading ^w^

Happy a bit (and a bad habit)

Just got e mail from Minoru World this morning.

Alhamdulillah!

YEAY! Hoping that he will be in good condition XD

Mika!!!

and last week I was 

hopefully this also will be in good condition

BLAME me for SHOPPING ONLINE too MUCH!!! >.<"

(Ya Allah Teruknya aku ni ;_;)

already make some sketch for Mika, and maybe need to sketch him in Baju Melayu hmmm

thinking to make u cosplay as Oliver it would be very nice XD

Depressing so much

I'm easily getting emotional these days...

why??? why I cry without reason, angry without reason, feeling down without reason, and my paranoid...???

what's wrong with me?

I don't like this feeling

go away!

It's so hurts

Ya Allah please guide me.

Ano Hito Daisuki... Kedo...

I love that person...but

Alor Gajah part 06 

Ya Allah kalau aku sayang / sukakan orang tu, aku tak nak dia tahu, sebab aku khuatir dia akan susah hati,

aku hanya nak dia bahagia dan aku hormatkan dia...

Hati aku sangkut sebab dia selalu jaga solat 5 waktu, pergi masjid dan baik hati x pernah sakitkan hati orang lain...

lukisan dia hebat, dan satu2 nya lukisan yang membuatkan hati aku terhibur melihatnya... gambar kawan2 yang pelbagai karenah n personaliti tapi tetap bersama.

bukan setiap hari, tapi selalu juga la melawat kawan fine art yang lain ^^ mereka semua baik2

terfikir pasal merisik,tapi aku masih x sedia, 

sebab perangai aku x matang,perangai macam kanak2, 

(pernah minta tolong pika, tapi aku cancelkan)

suka anime, lagi pun aku bukan baik sangat =( sangat nakal...

lagipun aku rasa malu klu ditolak...

Aku takut dengan alam perkahwinan masa sekarang ni...

lagi pun aku anak sulung, aku masih belum berkhidmat dengan parents aku. 

duit semua abah mak tanggung.

jadi aku hanya menyimpan dalam hati n berdoa...

aku nak dia bahagia sahaja...

temukanlah aku dengan jodoh yang beriman, yang baik,........

yang paling utama dia boleh membimbing aku ke jalan Mu

Panic Mode

 My sensei just gave me latest dateline and I got 2 sensei to finish their task

Silly Hana Easily Get Panicked, then crying x tentu hala gi depan belakang sambil ketawa ahaks ;[];lll

I'm blurr right now, heeelllp meeee.... ;A;

Sebelum kekusutan tu sempat la main color, kte trace gambar ni n ubah kedudukan but the color I just ikut suka

gambar sebenar x mau tunjuk sebab dia lebih cun dari gambar ini and tkot dosa pula dedahkan gambar dia >.<''

Mommy : siapa ni?

Me : Rihanna, saja lepas stress

Mommy : Rihanna? hmm elok la tu Rihanna dilukis oleh Raihana.

Me : errr =_=" (feel pissed a bit, It just random target) later on I'm gonna draw cute little boy and handsome man >3<

Ramadhan

Project ngan APB Shah Alam

Date line oh date line QAQlll

Seriously I'm slow poke

Other progress that have been finished

 Eriol Mondial =w= ehee...

Soft (& lazy) Coloring practice

I miss my old friend QAQ

This two was my childhood friend, Hatsutso was nicer to me, but then he became avoiding me after I said I like Aizawa more (that time I was standard 6)  

Takahata is really some menace kid and we never nice to each other, but he is caring to his little sister a lot, that's why I respected you (duh soft side XI)... 

after that we never see each other again, it's been like 12 years.

I've read this one title manga and I just can't stop  looking at his face until I doodle his face LOL XD

Senpai ga Taisetsuna no Hito